Friday, October 12, 2012

Not Sunshine and Rainbows

Not Sunshine and Rainbows
 
Misty droplets roll down thine's cheek
and kiss whatever they land upon.
Finding the sunshine that I seek
is becoming a countless deed in the sun.
 
Your friendship used to consume me
but lately it just grows weak,
from a consorted path I needst break free,
before we drift too great lengths and break.
 
You speakst of sunshine and rainbows,
which I agree we are not,
but every friendship has their sorrows,
and in this case there's a lot.
 
Please don't shy away from me
when I need you now the most,
don't hesitate your feelings,
deep down I feel no longer close.
 
Even though we're not blood related
I felt so close to you
and now with all the feeling of hatred
I want to reach out to you,
but burning in my heart,
will you reach back,
or will this friendship fall apart
and turn an awful black?
 
I sincerely apologize for all the hurt I have caused you,
I hope we can move past this and together laugh later too.
 
I'm reaching out to you,
through the rainbows,
through the butterflies,
through the clouds,
and the sunshine,
I'm reaching out to you,
in hopes you see through
to my heart
and accept me as I am,
a little broken,
but with time,
with a friend like you,
we can begin to mend.